"Many people hear voices when no one is there. Some of them are called mad and are shut up in rooms where they stare at the walls all day. Others are called writers and they do pretty much do the same thing." -Meg Chittenden

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Let it Rain


             “Hey, Cam, what do you think the winning Lotto numbers are?”
            Cameron looked up at me, her blue eyes vacant. “Huh?”
            I knew that would be my answer. “Well, it was worth a shot.” I ripped the red-inked paper in half and tossed it into the recycle. Cameron beamed at me and I half-smiled back. “What are you going to wear today?”
            Still grinning, she pointed at her rubber dinosaur boots and Morton-salt-girl rain coat. “Rain!”
            A glance outside revealed a cloudless July sky. “It’s summer.”
            “Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain!” Cameron chanted, happy as a clam at high tide. She slid yellow-stockinged feet into her boots. Experience warned me away from an attempt to convince her to change her orange leggings. If she wanted to look like a du ck, then she would look like a duck. End of story.
            “Where do you want to go today?” I asked as I pulled on a tank top and shorts. I considered flip flops to show off the pedicure I’d given myself that morning, but reconsidered. If Cameron was wearing rain boots, then I wanted real shoes.
            “Park!” Cameron crowed. “It’s raining in the park!”
            Our apartment was three blocks from the park. I doubted it.
            “Well, finish getting dressed! We don’t have all day, you know.”
            She pulled her bright coat on over her mismatched light and dark green skirt and shirt. I buttoned it up for her while she put her hat on just right.
            “How do I look?” For the first time her eyes showed an emotion other than cheer.
            Her hat was crooked, her hair tangled, and she looked like a giant Starburst wrapper. “You look great, Cam,” I replied, and grabbed an umbrella on our way out the door.
***
            “Kayleigh, you can’t sit there, that’s the stupid table.”
            I’d been about to place my lunch tray next to Cameron’s. At my new friend’s words, however, I straightened back up. “What do you mean?”
            She pulled me aside. “Those are the retarded kids,” she whispered. “They aren’t like us.” Her face was serious, completely contrary to her flowery pink dress and beribboned braids.
            I looked between Cameron and my new friend, made just that morning in Mrs. Beck’s class. She gave a little tug on my arm, spilling my cup of juice and urging me to come with her, to get away from the “stupid kids”. I took a step in her direction, then looked back at Cameron. She was watching me silently, a hazy kind of hurt in her eyes.
            “No.” I tugged away from the girl whose name I forgot later that day. “You aren’t like Cameron.” I sat stubbornly at the stupid table while the girl marched away in a huff.
            Cameron seemed happy, but I ate my lunch in grumpy silence. When I saw how people avoided me afterward, as if I carried a disease, I came to two conclusions: first, that I hated school lunches; and second, that Cameron would be my only friend ever.
***
            It was warm and sunny at the park. The air smelled of lawn clippings and salt air, a sure sign of the season. It seemed doubtful that rain was on the way. Still, Cameron had never been wrong when it came to weather.
            Delighting in the fresh green surroundings, she took off with a Xena yell. Women pushing strollers glared in our direction. A jogger stopped to stare at the crazy girl in the rain coat running full-tilt toward the nearest tree. She blazed past him while he gaped.
            When she hit the tree, she began to climb, raincoat and all. It was an old maple with plenty of branches, but as soon as her feet lifted off the ground I ran toward her. “Cameron! Cam! What are you doing?!
            “Climb!” she ordered when I arrived, panting.
            “No, you come down.”
            “No, climb!” She was moving further up into the branches, surprisingly agile. Her boots had no traction against the branches but that didn’t seem to affect her. I just knew that she would get stuck on her way down.
            Setting my hands against the branch over my head, I lifted myself off the ground and began to climb.
***
            “Camie, look!” I shouted.
            Cameron looked up at me. She was wearing a red-and-white striped shirt over blue jeans and was sitting in a pile of oak leaves we had raked earlier, searching for galls. I perched in the tree right above the pile, over Cameron’s head. She grinned and waved, but was not distracted from her hunt for long. She picked up another leaf, inspected it, and put it behind her.
            Farther out on the branch, there was a rope with a tire attached to it. Angry that Cameron wasn’t looking, I crawled farther out. Dirt and moss from the limb clung to my scabby knees and my shorts. I ignored this, although it was itchy. “Camie, I’m gonna climb down the rope!”
            Cameron nodded, but didn’t look up.
            Infuriated, I took hold of the moldy rope. It was at least twelve feet long, which was plenty of length to reach Cameron. I used my weight to start rocking the tire swing in her direction, hoping to bump her head so she would watch.
            The swing was heavier than I had thought. I was able to bring its momentum up enough so that it moved back and forth a few feet, but it wasn’t enough to hit Cameron. This only made me madder. I shifted my position so I was lying down on the limb, holding on to a smaller branch for support while I grabbed farther down on the rope.
            This was a mistake. The mossy old branch was not meant for all the gymnastics I was doing. My handhold snapped, and down I went.
            I didn’t have time to scream. My hands grasped for the rope but I was falling too fast. Heat sliced through my palms. If it hadn’t been for the tire swing, I would have landed on my chest and probably broken some ribs or my spine. Instead, the big black wheel knocked me to one side so that I landed on my leg instead, which snapped with a crack like a gunshot.
            I laid on the ground for several moments, dazed, while the tire swayed back and forth over me. When I looked for Cameron, she was lying in the leaves, bumped over from the force of the swing. Her eyes were closed, and I started crying.
***
            My knee was scraped, my hair was covered in leaves, and I was trembling by the time I reached Cameron’s perch. She sat with her legs crossed in front of her and her back to the trunk, grinning like I’d just given her a Christmas present. With one last heave, I brought my leg over the branch in front of her and straddled it. We stared at each other for a few minutes. Then Cameron laughed.
            “This is fun!”
            “That depends on your definition of fun. Better than having to work though, huh?”
            “Work is fun too!”
            To her, everything was fun. I glanced down. We were at least fifteen feet in the air. With a gulp, I turned my face back to Cameron. This was not my idea of fun.
            “When is it going to rain?” I asked to distract myself.
            Cameron shrugged. “I don’t know.” She was still smiling.
            “Since when did you start climbing trees?” So much for a distraction.
            She paused to think about my question, though I knew perfectly well what the answer would be. “Today,” she said.
            Of all the luck. “Think we can get down now?”
            “Yes!” she said. “Me first!” Before I could protest, she was down to the next lowest branch, her skinny arms holding on to the trunk almost carelessly.
            “Be careful!” I shouted as she hopped her way to the ground. Her feet touched the grass safely, and she looked up.
            “Ok, your turn!” she said with a big smile.
***
            I clutched Cameron’s hand tighter under the table as my boss looked her up and down. “Cam’s the best typist you’ll ever meet,” I told her as seriously as possible. “If you ask her to type something up, she’ll do it with enthusiasm, and there won’t be a single error. She’s got ninety words per minute.”
            My boss glanced at me, then back at Cameron. “And you say she won’t be a disturbance?”
            “Not if you tell her not to be.”
            Cameron smiled at my boss, who raised an eyebrow at me. “She certainly is cheerful.”
            “Never a down day,” I agreed.
            She considered for a few more minutes. “We’ll try her out. If she doesn’t fit with the company, she’ll have to find new employment. Is that understood?”
            “Perfectly.” I stood up and tugged Cameron to her feet. “Cam, remember what we practiced?”
            Cameron nodded happily. “Thank you for this opportunity,” she enunciated, slow and careful to get each sound out properly, and held out her hand to my boss.
            She smiled and took it. “I look forward to working with you.”
***
            The bark pressing into my face was sure to leave an imprint on my cheek for the rest of my life. Is this what a tree hugger feels like? I wondered.
            Below me, Cameron was singing to herself. Occasionally she would smile up in my direction and give me helpful advice. As said advice was usually “just jump!” I ignored most of it. I clung to the trunk and tried to use it to help my descent. It took me ten minutes to get to the next branch down, and once I was there I couldn’t convince myself to try again.
            A male voice below startled me. Someone was talking to Cameron.
            When I peaked down, trying to ignore the dizzying drop, I saw two faces looking up at me. One I recognized, one I didn’t. Cameron pointed at me while smiling at the man, who looked like he was trying not to laugh.
            “Need a little help?” he called up in a friendly voice.
            “Not from you!” I shouted back, though I had no idea who he was. I just wanted him to leave us alone.
            “Of course not. Hold on. I’m coming up.”
***
            Cameron and I were on our way home from work. She was skipping and singing, carrying a purple owl purse that held all her essentials: pen, notepad, ladybug stickers, and pre-paid cell phone. The notepad, I knew, was mostly filled with random doodles, but she used it to take notes on occasion.
            We’d left later than usual, so the sun was already down over the water, but the air was warm for a February evening and I’d stuffed my heavy jacket in my backpack. Since I usually kept my knife in my coat pocket, it was impossible to get at when the attack came.
            They grabbed Cameron’s arms and pushed her to the ground. She fell without a sound. I yelled and rushed for her, but they got me too, and forcefully wrenched my backpack from my arms. They searched my neck, wrists, and ears for jewelry, but found only a cheap ring I wore on my right hand. This was left in the street.
            When they were gone, I dropped at Cameron’s side. There was blood on her neck from the necklace they had pulled off, and she was sobbing. I sat with her head in my lap, stroking her hair back slowly until she cried herself out.
            “Those people were mean,” she hiccupped.
            “Yeah,” I replied, staring out at the water. “Mean people.”
***
            He was up on my branch in less than a minute. “Go away,” I told him, still turned toward the trunk.
            “Now, is that the way to greet a friend?” he joked.
            “I don’t have any friends.”
            “That nice girl down there looks like one.”
            “That’s different.”
            “Now, I’ll understand if I’m not your type,” he said with a grin as I turned my face toward him. “But you should just say so. Don’t leave me hanging here.”
            I groaned at the pun. “People aren’t my type.”
            “That’s the spirit! Now here, grab my hand and I’ll help you down.”
            He held out an overly-large hand. It seemed disproportionate with the rest of him, which was tall and skinny. I looked down again, shuddered at the potential fall, and took it.
            Step by step, he coached me down until I was firmly on land again. I could have kissed the grass. Cameron hugged me tightly. “You did it!” Then she stood and danced around me, singing a tuneless victory song.
            The man jumped down beside me. He grinned. “Well at least someone’s happy!”
            Cameron hugged him too. He hugged her back, even going so far as to pick her up and twirl her around like a girl. This was quite the feat, as she was at least twice as wide as him, though not nearly so tall.
            “Thanks,” I said softly.
            “Climbing trees is my specialty,” he said, though I hadn’t meant the tree. “Call me Luke. Either of you up for ice cream?”
            Cameron jumped up and down. “Me! Me, me, me, me, me!”
            “We should probably be getting home, Cam,” I said softly without looking at Luke. She looked so disappointed, but it was almost time to make dinner. “Thank you for the offer though.”
            “Anytime. I suppose I’d better be off as well. If you ever get stuck in a tree again, don’t hesitate to call. I’ll see you around!” He tipped an imaginary hat in our direction and sashayed away, whistling the theme song for Chariots of Fire.
            “C’mon, Cam,” I said, taking her arm. “Let’s go.”
            Hand-in-hand, we strolled from the park. I glanced back once to see if Luke was still nearby but he had long since left. Shrugging, I faced forward.
As we left the rolling lawn, the skies opened up and it began to rain.

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